Guess What?!

WE GOT THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

house hunting part II

Have I mentioned how exhausting house hunting is?  We're making an offer on another house (we didn't get the first one) and now we're at the back and forth part of the part of the deal.  I'm ready to move and decorate!  Come on already and just accept our offer!!!

Home Sweet Home?

4 bedroom, 2 full baths, 1/2 bath, formal dining room, living room, den, full finished basement, 2 car garage, huge yard + deck.  Master bath w/ walk in closet.  What more can I ask for?!

We have to wait 24 hours to see if our offer is accepted.  I'm so anxious!  I don't know how I'm going to get through tomorrow, or tonight!

Fingers crossing, prayers, good vibes, positive thoughts.  I need it all!

Love of my life

Have I mentioned that I can't wait to marry this man?! 

I Quit

I am conflicted.  For my entire life I've been biting my tongue when it comes to how people treat me and efforts that are put forth in relationships.  I can say that without a doubt I am extremely caring, kind, and selfless when it comes to the needs of people I love.  I can also say that I am always concerned, interested, excited and truly involved in the life's of those I love.  My whole life I feel like I give and give and give and well, my cups empty.  I feel like people are usually nice to me because they want something, there is always some sort of motive.  I'll be damned if I'm going to go out of my way to please everyone. It's draining emotionally.  I usually come home from events, occasions, gatherings, exhausted and extremely sad.  Sadly, with the except of my darling fiance and my best friend I don't know anyone who isn't too self absorded and self centered.   So, little blog.  I'm signing off.  I don't have time to make time for selfish people.  I'm going to live my life for me and quit begging for people to jump in and notice.  If you miss out it's your fault. 

Tik Tok

You know how they say you have a biological clock and once it starts ticking you'll know.
Well holy fuck. All I can think about is having a baby.  It's so thought consuming.
I cannot wait until Nick and I get married next October.  Then we can start trying.  Imaging a tiny little baby...oh....it's just so exciting.  It's honestly the most exciting thing I've ever thought about. 
Yep, I'm ready and my clock is ticking!

Codes and Keys

"We won't get far
Flying in circles inside a jar
Because the air we breathe
Is thinning with the words that we speak

That we speak
You and me
That we speak
You and me

You're on the floor
Fearful of what's outside your door
But the codes and keys
They can protect you
From the pangs of jealousy

When you scream
Love you see
Like a child
Throwing stones at the sky
When they fall back to earth
As minor chords of major works
Separate rooms of single life
We are one
We are alive

We are alive

We are alive

We are alive

We are alive"

Death for Cutie, Codes and Keys